Its hard to be content with a lifestyle which you arent use to. But I have subtlely gained more realization that this is something I probably should go through. Not because I needed a new place to branch out in, I had my roots very well set in CO with my friends and family, but after being divorced and having my heart ripped out, then trying to force myself to settle and not be an involuntary single just keeps my nerves on edge. I am very fine with being single. Its not my fault most of the women I meet find the douchebags as there type, yet Im the one they come to when they need a shoulder to cry on. well I would say F@*$&#&! that but its not in my nature. In some twisted way I hope to meet a person with my same aspects in life, a loving nature, wants to have kids and can live with a guy who has crazy nuerodicies....but now I continue on about something I didnt even want to write about. i was just gonna write about how doing my laundry in my new apartment bldg was nice since i could sit back and listen to music and read while i sat gaurd of my delicates, HA...well .......maybe to be continued